Feb. 5th, 2006


Feb. 5th, 2006 04:45 pm
justsean: (Sean brooding by liars_dance)
Sean runs his hand through his hair, tugging a bit at the longish strands and groaning in despair.
He so wants to have a word with the ones who come up with these fun questions...
But at least this time they came up with a subject that he's an expert on, though it's not something he's in the mood for boasting about..

Yes, he knows quite a lot about failure, he has three failed marriages to prove just how knowledgeable he is on the subject. There's something in him that was just not made to make a marriage work. What he's not good at is putting down in writing the anguish, the bitterness, the devastating sense of being incapable, inadequate, deficient one feels. He tried, God knows he tried.. Maybe not the first time, he was too young to make sense, filled with the sense of being invulnerable and godlike the young feel. But the other two times he gave it his best, for his girls if for nothing else, and it still didn't work.. Looks like his best was not that much after all..

Now? Now he's keeping his fingers crossed, and praying. And he's never prayed before, but this is just too important and he needs all the help he can get in making it work.

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