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Sean runs a hand through his hair and swears softly but expressively.
Questions and then again questions, all so unreal and absurd.. Have these people never heard talk about real life?
How can a man narrow it down to just one thing that's important in his life when there's so many? There are things one chooses as important, but then there are things that are intrinsically important, that you cannot choose to have or not to have..
His girls are important, they're growing up so fast and as they grow up and their character becomes more defined he sees so much of himself in them that it makes him scared and proud at the same time.
Health, job, self-respect... How can one choose?
But then again.. A memory of long months and years regretting and wishing he'd acted differently come back to his mind.. So.. What if he were to stop for a moment playing at being at being macho-man Bean and admit that his love is what is most important in his life and that without him he would feel lost?
Questions and then again questions, all so unreal and absurd.. Have these people never heard talk about real life?
How can a man narrow it down to just one thing that's important in his life when there's so many? There are things one chooses as important, but then there are things that are intrinsically important, that you cannot choose to have or not to have..
His girls are important, they're growing up so fast and as they grow up and their character becomes more defined he sees so much of himself in them that it makes him scared and proud at the same time.
Health, job, self-respect... How can one choose?
But then again.. A memory of long months and years regretting and wishing he'd acted differently come back to his mind.. So.. What if he were to stop for a moment playing at being at being macho-man Bean and admit that his love is what is most important in his life and that without him he would feel lost?
