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Two worlds, two Seans
He doesn't really know what he is doing here.
No, that's not right, he knows.
Nothing, he's doing nothing, that's the reason why he came here in the first place.
To get away from it all.
Shoots, re-shoots, promotional stints, interviews.
A never-stopping loop, movie after movie.
Until it started to feel too much.
Too much of Sean the actor, too little of Sean the man.
Until it started to feel like he would gladly give all the money he was making to have time just for himself, away from it all.
Time...
Time for reading, for tending a garden, for music, for soccer, for watching the clouds chase across the sky, for being just himself...
He barely remembered who Sean was.
Then one day someone approached him. Told him there was a place where he could be just that, and at the same time be Sean Bean the actor.
One would be in one world, one would be in the other.
But he might find that other world spooky, he was warned.
He might find strange people walking that world, people that were not real in the other world.
Sean said that wouldn't bother him, he was used to having people that were not real around him.
And so he got here.
No, that's not right, he knows.
Nothing, he's doing nothing, that's the reason why he came here in the first place.
To get away from it all.
Shoots, re-shoots, promotional stints, interviews.
A never-stopping loop, movie after movie.
Until it started to feel too much.
Too much of Sean the actor, too little of Sean the man.
Until it started to feel like he would gladly give all the money he was making to have time just for himself, away from it all.
Time...
Time for reading, for tending a garden, for music, for soccer, for watching the clouds chase across the sky, for being just himself...
He barely remembered who Sean was.
Then one day someone approached him. Told him there was a place where he could be just that, and at the same time be Sean Bean the actor.
One would be in one world, one would be in the other.
But he might find that other world spooky, he was warned.
He might find strange people walking that world, people that were not real in the other world.
Sean said that wouldn't bother him, he was used to having people that were not real around him.
And so he got here.
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*grimaces hearing his own feelings echoed in Eric's words*
Coffee one of these days would be fine, though I've no clue when Tuesday is.. I seem to have lost track of time since I came here, it's as if I've travelled many time zones. I still feel a bit.. displaced..
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Miss my kids, having them visit once a week is not enough when you are used to see them daily so fighting for shared custody. And for her to leave me some money to leave with too! And pamper them a little *chuckles and shakes head* You must have gone through that yourself, I bet.
Regarding coffee, I belive tuesday is tomorrow, I am kinda lost when it comes to days too. Let me cheeck. *reaches over to get calendar and checks dates* Yeah, tomorrow is Tuesday for me. If it suits you, we could meet in the coffee place we used to go when we filmed Troy? The small one? Say, *Eric thinks for a little while of the things he has to do during his day* 5pm? Same booth we used with the guys?
Let me know, you have my number *smiles and winks*